My 31st Birthday.

Assalamualaikum wbt,

This year my birthday fell on Friday. So I've decided to take half day leave only - leceh nak dating then break solat jumaat. But Suheimy took the whole day off, his morning was filled with errands for the house :)

We went out around 2.40 pm from the office. Don't really know where to go since we missed wayang which starts at 2.15 pm.

I wanted to eat Chinese food @ Shah Alam - Restoran Mukmin, but the place opened at 4 pm on Friday. Since it is already nearly 3pm, we decided to head straight to Shah Alam. Sesat2 sikit, but arrived at destination @ 3.30 pm. To kill the time while waiting for the restaurant to open, and since it is just a row of shop outlets, we went to 2 hardware stores, i went to the loo of a clinic and then we went inside a bookstore cum misc store.

Well, it's the first birthday we celebrated without watching movie and dating/ window shopping in a shopping mall. But i kind of like it. We had a good undisturbed conversation with each other and laughed at the fact that he brought me to a hardware store on my birthday - bought a baldi and a penyapu lidi. :)

Thanks sayang. Looking fwd for many more nice and memorable celebration with you, insyaAllah.

oh, and i got charming lilies delivered to my office + a wonderful card.

31 weeks

Assalamualaikum wbt,

I am currently @ 31 weeks pregnant. Anak dlm perut saya sgt suka buat summersault berpusing. My tummy is quite tight already, maka it is quite uncomfortable when she does that.. huhu

*just a luahan perasaan by a heavily pregnant mother*

Hectic Weekend

Assalamualaikum wbt,

My weekend was full! My sister and my brother came. The kids had a blast, but the parents were pancit. Penat la mengejar budak2, especially us since our kids are the smallest bunch, hence needs constant observation, their cousins are bigger so my brother and sister takde la nak pengsan sgt. huhu..

Anyway, all worth it when i look at these pictures, Muaz really enjoys himself. He even went to bed at 2 am, the other cousins only sleeps in araound 4 am ++. I really don't know how they managed to stay awake.

 painting session

 makan maggie session

bergambar session













and on sunday ujan lebat kat rumah, i went looking for muaz, tgk2, tgh main hujan with his cousins... with daddy looking after smbil baca paper atas pangkin. Pasrah sungguh. Asked lia to goreng pisang and i made same hot tea. best makan goreng pisang panas + teh o panas. Sekejap je habis 2 ikat pisang goreng :D

Oh, this is the first time we are introducing our pangkin. as i told hubby, mmg berbaloi beli, money very much worth spent! We like to sit there in the morning (kalau bgn pagi la) and during afternoon - kids play around and us either reading paper or me reading buku cerita (with lots of distractions of course!)

Celebration @ Taska

Assalamualaikum wbt,

actually bukan celebration apa pun, just gathering, his friends sang him birthday song followed by a cake cutting session. then off to dining room to makan the cake.

But, nevertheless, Muaz looks so happy with his Ben 10 cake. Bought choc indulgence cake @ secret Recipe, then edible Ben10 image @ kedai bakery, then I tempek some m&am coklats + cute flags as deco.

wallah, the cake!

Besday boy and friends - same class



The besday boy - Muaz nie sebenarnya quite a shy person tau! Ikut mak dia kot.. haha








Lastly.. with mama & abah!



Happy 3rd Birthday Muhammad Muaz

Assalamualaikum wbt,

Today is Muaz's 3rd birthday. We are supposed to have a simple celebration at Taska today, but since Mak Dah (one of Muaz's teacher) is on leave and K ida tgh sarat pregnant, the celebration is postponed to esok.

Anyway, pejam celik, dah 3 years we are blessed with a child in this world. I can still remember the agony and pain we felt when we are struggling to deal with our twins passing and the emotional journey to conceive again after that.

In a way, Muaz was like a very powerful pain killers, the pain of losing Amni Izzah & Amni Izzati is still there, but was very much relieved when we have Muhammad Muaz. Alhamdulillah.

Again, we pray that our friends who is still struggling with the journey of becoming a parents will be strong and hopefully they will have a child of their own soon. Mudah-mudahan dipermudahkanNya. ameen.

Happy Birthday our superb pain killer! We love and adore you so very much!

*Muaz @ 5 months old

Random

Assalamualaikum wbt,

Last nite, otw to the airport to sent my mother

Muaz: Wan demam, tak payah pg school... tp pg giant boleh!
Wan: hmm..

The other day, at the hall watching TV

Muaz: Mama, tgk muaz makan (nganga mulut and jelir lidah)
Mama: apa tu?
Muaz: Semut..
Mama: eii.. mana blh makan semut!
Muaz: aaa... semut tak blh makan? Ayam dgn nasi boleh?
Mama: Ayam dgn nasi boleh. Semut tak boleh.
Muaz: Ni... semut yang ni tak boleh makan? (tunjuk another semut yang tgh lari menyelamatkan diri)
Mama: aah, tak boleh.

and many2 more nice conversation with Muaz. Sometimes i feel likes our toddler is growing wayyy to fast la.

Sweet suprise

Assalamualaikum wbt,

Just now, Suheimy called me and said "Aeimy kat luar office ija nie"

Since before that i have been nagging him about dah lama tak dpt suprise, so i already suspected something.

He was standing outside my office door with a slice of chocolate indulgence cake + San francissco coffee.......surprise!

but out of all days... today i am fasting!! Pose ganti plak tu.. huhu..

I gave him the coffee, but i took the cake.. kang habis plak aeimy makan :P

Thanks sayang!! :D

harry potter!

Assalamualaikum wbt,

I want to go and watch a movie with En Hubby. But cuti dah sikittt and there are other chores to be done that need AL allocation.

Dah lama tak pi dating berdua dgn hubby... huhu...

Tak nak coklat, nak buku.

Assalamualaikum wbt,

I was amazed this morning.

Muaz was moody since he slept in the car all the way to the parking. so when i woke him up, i tried to pujuk him and said we will go to the kedai and buy some chocholate before going to school so that he can eat it with his friends.

At mynews.com

Me: Jom sayang, nak beli apa kat kedai. Coklat nie nak? ( showing him some M&Ms)
Muaz: Tak nak coklat.
Me: Muaz nak apa? Air susu coklat nak?
Muaz: Tak nak coklat, nak buku.
Me: *nganga* Ok, buku Mickey Mouse and Little Einstain ek.
Muaz: *Angguk and took the book to the cashier*

His mood returned and he walks willingly to school then. Alhamdulillah, hopefully sampai besar suka baca buku ye.

Luckily mynews.com store at my office sells kids Disney magazines. Otherwise, takkan aku nak belikan majalah like pa&ma to Muaz? hehe..

Wrestling

Assalamualaikum wbt,

Yup, my kids can now wrestle with each other. If Nadrah is on top, then the wresling event will go smoothly i.e. no tears shed. Kalau muaz yang kat atas, hmm.. kejap je la, Nadrah will cry, ye la, sapa blh tahan14kg on top of you! :)

Well, asalkan nobody gets hurt, i don't really mind, i'm considering this as part of their learning process.. ahaha... (actually, tak larat nak jadi refereee daa...).

momad

assalamualaikum wbt,

Nadrah dah pandai panggil abang dia, but she calls him "MOMAD". ok la tu, since kitaorg pun selalu panggil muaz by his first name "Muhammad" :)

This morning she said, " momad tido". Its a joy to see the development of your kids kan?

New stock

Assalamualaikum,

Business has been slow, not because less customer, but less available item for sale. We've been busy, hence tak sempat amik stock.

Anyway, we have added new items! please do visit bunny n teddy store!

among new items - new busha design



new item - Tudung for toodlers:



model ialah Ms Anisah (anak CT zuraimah :). Thanks!

Will upload nadrah wearing tudung later!..

Abah mana?

Assalamualaikum wbt,

I remembered 1 day, i was driving home alone with the kids due to suheimy was working late.

Me: Abah balik lambat hari nie
Muaz: Bukan, abah ade kat rumah
Me: tak, abah ade keje, dia balik lambat. Abah kat opis
Muaz: Bukan, abah ade kat rumah ade fish ( he insisted on this)

when we arrive at home

Muaz: mama, mana abah?
Me: Abah kat office sayang, abah lambat.

Muaz cried immediately when i carried him out of the car. He cried at the porch and keeps asking "abah mana?"

I called suheimy and he talked to Muaz to calm him down.

The kids love their abah so much. And we do miss you so much when you are busy sayang.

Hopefully your work runs smoothly and the project will conclude fast so that you don't have to stay late everyday.

Hopefully all this is worthwhile.

Fomema

Assalamulaikum wbt,

Wowwi, it turns out that there are a lot of things you need to do (and money you need to invest) once you have a maid. Today i went to fomema to get the letter for health check up (RM 190). Then need to bring Lia..yup, this is my maid's name... her name is Elyana (my sister said nama dia lagi canggih dari nama i or my doters) need to bring lia to the clinic, X- ray and stuff. Then wait for the approval (need to check online) then have to go to imigration back to get some stickers.

Err.. what about the temporary id cards ek? still need to google about the ID card for lia.

My kids call her "Cik Lia". Muaz is friendly towards her, whenever she went to sidai kain, muaz would follow and if you ask him who's at the house, he already includes cik lia's name in the list.

Nadrah? Tgk je boleh, pegang.. NO NO NO. :)

Well, hopefully Nadrah will learn to likes Cik Lia too. and hopefully she'll be maid yang terbaik utk kami sekeluarga. ameen.

Maid

Assalamualaikum wbt,

Today we're going to get our maid. I am a bit scared, don't know what to expect yet. Hopefully everything goes well and Allah makbulkan my doa "Ya Allah, mudah-mudahan bibik ini yang terbaik utk keluarga kami" ameen.

* i'm not used to having strangers living together with us, but i can't afford to do all the housework on my own anymore.. huhu  *sigh*

Mandi

Assalamualaikum wbt,

Last time I've post a picture of muhammad muaz taking his bath in his so called bath tub; which is the Baldi.

And now, both of my kids like to bath in the baldi :)

Cuci kolam

Assalamualaikum wbt,

Last weekend suheimy cleaned our fish pond due to it was clogged with stones. Budak2 ni throw stones into the pond, tak tau la during my open house hari tu or mmg daily activities of my own kids..sian ikan2 tu.

Anyway, the process was long and tedious, he started at 9 am and only finishes around 4 pm - with some break in betweens la..

 Can you see muaz? he really2 wanted to go into the pond :)

I laid a tikar at the porch so that the kids can have a break too during the process, nasib baik la porch tu ade kipas, best jugak la baring sambil minum susu.

Jamuan Raya Taska TM

Assalamualaikum wbt,

Went to Jamuan raya taska TM just now, it was meriah and there were lots of food. I was among the earliest at the dining table as i wanted to grab a KFC before habis... sib baik dpt seketul.

Suheimy was there too, Muaz was having a blast with us and after he got bored waiting for us to finish eating, he went to play with his friends.

And I think Muaz was the only one whose not wearing baju raya, sorry la Muaz, mama tak tau plak kena bawak baju raya.. huhu..

I really wish Nadrah was here, she would have enjoyed the event very much.. huhu.. sian adik nadrah. Takpelah, next year ek! :)

Open house + Raya

ASsalamualaikum wbt,

I really2 want to update about our hari raya and our open house. But tak best la update without pictures kan.

I did not manage to snap any pictures during the open house - super duper bizi since masak sendiri and alhamdulillah ramai org datang. But i noticed some of my friends and relatives ada snap gambar. Please share with me the pictures yeeeeee....

As for hari raya, somebody (by somebody, i mean muaz or nadrah la kan) must have changed our camera setup, so all the pictures were blur and shaking. so kitaorg takde raya pictures - i need to get the pictures from my sister's camera... huhu..

adik, if you are reading this, email la kat k ja gambar2 rayeee...

Baju melayu 2

assalamualaikum wbt,

In conjuction with my previous blog entry... this is the picture of en hubby in baju melayu on that day.

haven't had the time to update my raya and open house entry yet.. 

Baju Melayu

assalamualaikum wbt.

Today, for the first time since we are married, my hubby wore a complete set of baju melayu (beserta sampin and songkok) to the office - ada jamuan raya katanye, En Rafaii suh seme pakai baju melayu.

Ye ke yang? jgn pakai baju melayu pg masjid ade majlis lain plak.. huhu..

Lately a bit saiko sbb selalu dgr kisah org kawin 2 then kantoi. Men can be very creative in leading double life! bab2 nak romantic dgn isteri tak creative plak! huhu.. except for my hubby la.. err.. ade gak la kekadang dia creative ;)

 And to make it worse, usually during my pregnancy period, i am a bit unsecure + selalu mimpi ngarut pasal hubby n org lain. huhu...

oh and to make is much more worse, ade plak la lagi "Disana menunggu Disini Menanti" by Ukays in the radio this morning... budak2 batch saya tau la kot lagu nie, nyampah tau dgr lagu nieee... huhu

tak nak kawan, nak merajuk! -_-

p/s: pregnant women are allowed to be emotional without any reason or warning ye..huhu

Selamat hari raya!

Assalamualaikum wbt,

Entry tak related to title.

During our solat terawih, the kids will be playing all over the hall.

Muaz tgh prepare nak naik motor

Ha, inilah motornye! huhu, jimat our belanja, no need to buy an actual motor.

and this is muaz changing the motor's tyres. :)

another one of their favourite game is... playing behind the curtain.

tak tau la apa yang seronoknye.. :)

Anyway, to those who reads this Blog, Have a happy hari raya and hopefully you arrive at your kampung safely. Maaf zahir batin ya.

Late

Assalamualaikum wbt,

Bulan pose, office hour starts at 8am - 4.30 pm.

Tp saya baru sekali berjaya sampai before 8 am.

Sorry ms Boss.. huhu... believe me, i am trying..

Looking fwd for break-fast

Assalamualaikum wbt,

Today i want to cook for buka puasa

• ikan senangin masak asam pedas + self grown bendi (ada 6 ketul)
• Sup sayur sawi + ayam byk2 - kids menu
• goreng ikan kering talam berlada utk penyedap rasa
• Lauk top-up beli kat office - sambal tumis ikan bilis + petai

For dessert, i've bought:

• apple pie - 1 slice
• roti krim ( teringin punye pasal)
• mee goreng

Ok tak yang?

Usually in our house, we always ate everything sampai licin - thus the reason why i don't usually masak byk2. selalunya masak just nice for 1 time makan. Next makan time either masak lain or eat outside :)

Conversation with Muaz

Assalamualaikum wbt,

Muaz have grown so much, he can now speaks clearly and it is very easy to understand what he said. Alhamdulillah, kurang sgt pelatnya.

This morning he woke up very early - 6.30 am sbb dia bocor. So i bathed him and masa nak pakai baju:

Muaz: Mama, nak baju Ben10
Mama: ok, jap mama amik

I took a sleveless Ben10 t-shirt for him:

Muaz: Mama, baju Ben10 ketiak.  
Mama: Aah, Baju Ben10 sleeveless. :)

Kids are very dynamic and a very fast learner kan? There a many many conversation as simple yet interesting as this with Muaz everyday now. I wish i can jot everything down.. tp tak sempat la... :)

Tak sabar nak tunggu nadrah start cakap. for now her vocab is limited to:

1. Nak
2. nanak! (Tak nak)
3. Bukak
4. Nah!
5. mama
6. abah
7. adah (Nadrah)
8. Adek

KONVO UM 2010

Assalamualaikum wbt,

At looonnggg last, I've managed to finish my MBA. After 3 years of sweat and blood (betul ada blood ok, i beranak 2 org during my master program), akhirnya alhamdulillah, settle. :)

My parents and siblings came to KL for my convo, well actually my parents came for the convo, my siblings came coz mama paksa to celebrate birthday Abah.. hehe...

before the convo, we had family gatherings for birthday abah:

lots of food. my sister yang jadi chef masak nasik minyak, ayam kurma, daging kerutuk, etc etc.

I tolong order kek and buat acar je :)










The convo day:

kecoh coz i did not see the vidoe of how to wear the robe. I did not know it was so complicated! huhu...

my mama and abah - always sedondon + my MIL :)

me and my beloved hubby! kids? hantar bbsitter semua since my session was afternoon + takut depa moody.

That's me! tgh tersengih lebar to Raja Nazri, UM's Pro Chansellor.

It was a great day. Thanks all for the support.. especially to my family and my kids. Hopefully their sacrifices will enable me to make better changes for our family. insyaAllah. :)

Today is a GREAT day!

Assalamualaikum wbt,

Today's title has nothing to do with this entry. I just want to put the TEAMING with PASSION poster's message as my title now. It's a very good training session and i'm sure these empowerement short words will help us becoming a better us. :)

This morning, Nadrah was up early and gave the fishes their brekfast. Sabo je la fish2 tu coz my anak dara akan bagi sebiji by sebiji. Last2 kitaorg tolong tuangkan makanan fish tu..

She is very happy to feed the fish calmly. Biasanya akan berebut dgn Muaz.

Can you see the fish? Ikan koi. Dah besar2... 1ft ++.. we bought it from the original owner :)














The dawai net was put on by my father. He was sooo worried the kids would jump into the pond. Nanti la dah ade duit we'll do it properly.

WAHM

Assalamualaikum wbt,

A friend of mine resign (or is it VSS) from TM. I just found out not too long ago. She is now a WAHM, have her own online stores and i guess is currently very happy cuddling with her kids at home + cook homemade meals for her family + gets to raise her child her own way, her own idea and hopes and dreams.

Congrates Tini Dewi. I wish I could someday be like you. InsyaAllah.

Do visit her blog or her online store. I like to support WAHM :)

Dah sampai!

Assalamualaikum wbt,

It has finally arrived. Within 6 working days only! :D

Let the picture explains:

aiseh, nampak tak perutku yang dah start buncit tu.. huhu..

and the star of today's entry:

hadiah convo. Thanks to mama, abah, adik, kak da and of course Suheimy Md yusof :)

P/s: yang, pakai terus boleh ke? ke kena tunggu till convo?.. huhu

BEKU

Assalamualaikum wbt,

My brain is freezing slowly. Office is to d*mn cold.

Nausea

Assalamualaikum wbt,

I have been very weak and nausea this past week. thus, Suheimy is taking over looking after the kids and because of Muaz and his active/ overly galak attitude and Nadrah the manja gal, sampai pening la kepala suheimy menjaga budak2 tu..huhu.. sian hubbyku sayang.

Eventhough it is VERY tiring taking care of the two kids, i think we would never trade this all with anything. We have experience living together, just the two of us, for nearly 4 years, until muaz and soon after that Nadrah comes along. Some quiet time just the two of us is good, but happy and tiring times with the kids are way better :)

***

On a different note, a friend of mine forwarded this blog to me. Its about her daugther journey. She was sick and their struggle when they lost her. And there's other link to other blogs regarding their journey with their sick children.

I know how it felt to loose your child. Memanglah they went to a much2 better place, tp, peritnya kita yang still kat dunia nak terima... Those who have a sick child, mudah2an dipermudahkan urusan mereka, mudah2an hati2 mereka sentiasa tenang and redha.

*Penat2 kami jaga anak, at least budak2 tu sihat. Janganla kami diuji dgn anak sakit, tak sanggup lagi rasanya.

Blessed!

Assalamualaikum wbt,

It has been nearly a month since i last updated my Blog.

Lots of news, lots of story and pictures to share.

But, the most important is:

We only found out last 2 weeks, i was bleeding and still am occasionally.. however, last week check- up showed a very strong heartbeat.. and Dr Idora said the bleeding will go away after 2 weeks and since dah ade heartbeat, insyaAllah everything will be fine :)

A bit early than planned, but, dah rezeki, we'll take it!

A new home, and insyaAllah a new baby. We are so blessed. Alhamdulillah.

Teringin

Assalamualaikum wbt,

I don't like being in a situation where i teringin something. Currently saya teringin nak ini:

COACH KRISTIN GRAPHIC OP ART WITH SEQUINS LARGE WRISTLET

This is my first time teringin item yang saya rase sgt2 mahal. huhu..

Yang.. nak boleh tak?

DUNIA

Assalamulaikum wbt,

This entry is not meant for anybody in particular, mainly just a reminder to myself.

Regarding my title. I think sometimes people (that includes me ye) tend to put DUNIA ahaed of everything. As if they forgot that we will only be here, at DUNIA, sekejaaaappp je. AKHIRAT tu yang kekal abadi, our happily ever after.

huhu.. sometimes i think about DUNIA a lot. Sometimes i am too focus to DUNIA that i delayed my akhirat duties, the most common one is lambat solat la.. huhu..

Well, again, DUNIA ni sekejap je. Pls go for AKHIRAT, insyaAllah dapat DUNIA sekali. Its a good deal, or to put it better, its a SUPERB deal.

14 hours apart

Assalamualaikum wbt,

I was sad when i got home last night - It was 10.25 pm when i got home and the kids are already asleep.

I miss them. I dropped them off at the babysitter's house at 8.30 am yesterday morning, and did not get to see their faces until 14 hours later. and they did not get to see my face until this morning. huhu.. i hate my current working and studying schedule.

one of my friend said "org lain pun camtu jugak". and i replied her " aku tak nak jadi mcm org lain". I want to be different. I am different. Hopefully I would be able to do something about this soon. InsyaAllah.