Monday, February 16, 2009

MC...

Assalamualaikum wbt,

I am currently on a 7 days MC, courtesy of Dr Idora after i complained about some mild contraction, my gyne said maybe it's braxton hicks or UTI...

bestnye 7 hari rehat, tapi yang tak syioknye, night class still kena pegi since i got a presentation and subject lagi satu tu dah 3 minggu tak pegi.. bukan sbb ponteng tapi sbb dah 3 minggu berturut2 public holidays falls on Monday! :D

Anyway, during this MCs, aku berazam utk study and do some of my assignments... so far, 4th day into my MC, i only manage to read half of an article... tu je! ahaha... time2 lain aku tido n tgk tv! well, MCs are meant for relax and resting anyway.. right?! hehe..

Wednesday, February 11, 2009

I miss my Amni

Assalamualaikum wbt,

Last night i miss my Amni so much. Actually yesterday we decided on this coming baby's name... NUR AMNI NADRAH. After deciding the name, it hit me that we are going to have another Amni in the family, skarang nie, kalau ckp pasal Amni je, we are referring to our beloved, solehah twins.. but now, there's going to be another Amni in the family.

I am afraid of the thought that we might eventually forgot about our beautiful twins.. Our Nur Amni Izzah & Nur Amni Izzati. It has been nearly 4 years since their passing. I do admits that i have forgetten some of the little details, despite trying as hard as i can, i can't remember actually how they smells, but i know jenazah Amni berbau harum sgt... but i just can remember exactly macam mana baunya. I can't remember the feeling Amni's kicking my belly during my pregnancy, i can't remember how their skin felt when Amni Izzah tries to hold my finger... and so on..

The image is still there, but sometimes it gets very vague... and i am afraid that i might forget. I dont want to forget, i refuse to forget. I have a twin baby, eventhough it was only for 3 days, but they are our babies, dunia and akhirat.

Ya Allah, mudah2an terpelihara ingatan kami terhadap Amni dan mudah2an kami dapat bertemu kembali dengan Amni-amni kami di akhirat nanti..InsyaAllah. Ameen.

Tuesday, February 10, 2009

5th Anniversary holiday @ Pengkalan Balak

Assalamualaikum wbt,


Last Saturday was our 5th anniversary, can u believe it, dah 5 tahun kitaorg kawin..hehe.. rase cam sekejap je.. :)


We went to Melaka kononnye sempena anniversary holiday but the real reason was coz aku ngidam nak makan Nasi Ayam Malaysia yang cuma ade kat Melaka.. dulu time aku blaja kat MMU, selalu makan nasi ayam nie bile nak balik kampung.. kat Plaza Hang Tuah, sekarang restoren tu dah berpindah ke Melaka Sentral - info courtesy dari google! hehe.. sib baik la ade Google, kalu tak puas la aku nak mencari restoren Nasi Ayam Malaysia nie..


Well, celebrate anniversary kali nie tak la terasa sgt coz kitaorg lebih sibuk melayan muaz + aku penat sgt coz of the journey and dah sarat skarang nie.. huhu.. but we did manage to talk (time Muaz tido) about our married life, kenang balik time berchenta2 dulu and future life together... i do enjoy private conversation with my husband :)


Chalet Darul Aslah tu best la jugak, bukak je pintu beranda terus nampak laut, lupa nak snap gambar dari beranda.. and yang penting, sgt bersih. Mlm tu kitaorg makan ikan bakar - sedap & murah, again tak snap gambar sbb lapar sgt2.. huhu.. mmg licin kitaorg makan - ikan siakap, kupang, sotong, sayur kailan & air buah RM43 je! cuma draw backnye kucing2 kat restoren tu semua hard core, siap panjat2 kaki org lagi mintak makanan..psycho betul aku... aku nie takut giler kat kucing! huhu...


Below are some of the pictures from our vacation.. nampak tak Muaz dah ade 4 batang gigi! hihi.. gigi dia naik 4 btg dlm masa 2 minggu je kot... :)



Thanks Sayang for the trip! :) hopefully rumah tangga kami akan sentiasa tenang and penuh berkat dunia & akhirat. Ameen.